{"id":1033,"date":"2026-03-02T20:09:02","date_gmt":"2026-03-03T06:09:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kalaniperry.com\/?p=1033"},"modified":"2026-03-02T20:09:26","modified_gmt":"2026-03-03T06:09:26","slug":"pa-mai-nei-ka-la-ma-ko%ca%bbu-ili","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kalaniperry.com\/?p=1033","title":{"rendered":"P\u0101 mai nei ka l\u0101 ma ko\u02bbu ili"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"p1\" style=\"caret-color: #000000; color: #000000; font-style: normal; font-variant-caps: normal; font-weight: 400; letter-spacing: normal; orphans: 2; text-align: start; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; text-decoration-line: none; text-decoration-thickness: auto; text-decoration-style: solid;\"><span class=\"s1\">I am fucking consumed with optimism, ambition, and a sense of purpose. And anger. I went to the heiau again, and the sun was drowning me in yellow rays of hope. P\u0101 mai nei ka l\u0101 ma ko\u02bbu \u02bbili. Whatever isn\u2019t forbidden is compulsory. Heads will roll, and storms will follow. But in this moment, I rule myself, and the world lies before me. And what I do next has to make a difference. Because until this moment, I have pissed on what was given to me. I make the same mistake over and over again. I know the wall is hard, but I can put my hard head through it this time. I miss my kids, and I love every single person I have ever loved. Aloha for me is not something that goes away. Not with betrayal. Not with lies. Certainly not with disappointment. Aloha means love among many other things. You don\u2019t need to know \u02bb\u014dlelo Hawai\u02bbi to know what it means. It\u2019s that feeling in your chest when you pick up your daughter after her first day of kindergarten. It\u2019s the smile that beams when you buy an unhoused kupuna a sandwich. I\u2019m rambling, but my point is it\u2019s all connected. Hewa in the right hand becomes hewa in the left. Aloha spreads the same way. You can\u2019t keep it until you freely give it away.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am fucking consumed with optimism, ambition, and a sense of purpose. And anger. I went to the heiau again, and the sun was drowning me in yellow rays of hope. P\u0101 mai nei ka l\u0101 ma ko\u02bbu \u02bbili. Whatever isn\u2019t forbidden is compulsory. Heads will roll, and storms will follow. 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