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Do I miss the feeling? I suppose I do. It is too soft and comfortable in a blanket and a bed. I am not far removed from pulling my arms into my sweatshirt and feeling my hard clavicles tightening, and liking the fact that I was skinny enough to feel that hardness. Waking up to some asshole pulling my Walmart bag full of things soft enough to put my head on at a bus stop. Yelling when he pulled it out, and my head hit the concrete, \u201cThere is nothing in there you want.\u201d Maybe there was. I stumbled across the street to the Wai\u02bbanae police station, before I knew they did not have people in the building due to a labor shortage. A cop did drive<\/em>\u00a0up slowly, and when I slurred what happened, he said to move along.<\/p>\n

I suppose that is a part of who I am now. Stronger. With my wits. Knowing something is wrong in this system. I needed help, and at that point, I could have been helped with the smallest bit of intervention. I can speak. I can write. I am lucky enough to have resources the oligarchy did not strip away. What do I do with this? It is easy to be angry, and I often am. How do we get change? You have to ask for it. You have to take it. Au\u0113. My k\u016bpuna. I was an impotent fighter on their behalf. Now I will fight as I breathe. You do not understand. My brain was colonized to the point that I have to push against my own thoughts. \u201cWhy speak?\u201d \u201cWhy does it matter?\u201d This is rhetorical. He Hawai\u02bbi au. A e like me Wilcox, e kaumaha au i n\u0101 mea a\u02bbu e loa\u02bba ai i mea e \u02bbike ai \u02bboe.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Do I miss the feeling? I suppose I do. It is too soft and comfortable in a blanket and a bed. I am not far removed from pulling my arms into my sweatshirt and feeling my hard clavicles tightening, and liking the fact that I was skinny enough to feel that hardness. Waking up to … <\/p>\n

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